Is him the man I dream of?
Though I am not sure I will be able to keep it together, I believe I am off on a date with the man of my dreams. I have fantasized of meeting my ideal man ever since I left London escorts. Having at last met someone, I’m not sure if I am for it. I worry about his impressions of me and whether he would accept the truth I used to work for a London escorts company.
Coming of London escorts at London X City Escorts is not easy at all. The most of the girls who quit London escorts have struggled to start partnerships. I can completely see that many males find it difficult to handle one of those careers. But nobody is flawless, and I believe people forget that quickly. I did not consider myself having to live in the shadow of London escorts for the rest of my life when I first started working for them.
Do I tell this fantastic many I used to work for London escorts? I doubt whether I should do that at all. I used to tell the guys I had been seeing about my London escorts business in the past; it was like a light shining in their eyes. I’m not sure they really think highly of you; they sort of expect you to be this sex goddess constantly. Though I don’t feel that I have done anything wrong, knowing how to react is not always that simple.
You do have to be ready to pick a little bit of stick once you leave London escorts, but I don’t want to mess this up with this man. Although lying to him would be terrible, I believe I would tell him I used to be a hostess in a club or something like. That is exactly what I did before I started escorting, thus I guess it is not precisely lying. Again, though, I am not speaking the truth either, which makes me feel very guilty.
I have behaved well since I left London escorts. I have a decent job and such kind of things. Regarding relationships, though, I still find it difficult to come to terms with and am rather insecure of myself. I suppose this guy’s somewhat older than I am will help. Most London escorts who find themselves in happy relationships have older partners. They seem to be somewhat more at ease with life and less bothered about us having been escorts. Hopefully everything will work out; you never know, I might even have met the man of my dreams… For some reason, I felt this strange sensation in my tummy.